12:27am

i lead a very "fast" november.. november seems to fly so fast.. perhaps it's due to a very super busy month during work.. *sighs.. i guess most of my colleagues are having the same thought as me at the moment.. it's the last straw already.. and worse, the most loved manager is leaving.. shucks.. no more "kao shan"!! =((

getting super old and weak already.. my auntie came.. making me damn shagged out.. *yawns*

been spending lesser and lesser time with my kids.. my wrong.. im feeling guilty.. it is really my kids' misfortune to have me as their mama..

feeling very down and gloomy lately.. i just wanna work and work and work.. i really wants to work 24hrs a day.. i just don't want to think about things.. i am just not satisfied with my life.. with everything.. seriously, NOTHING is wrong.. i mean, it is just ME, myself making myself feeling so terrible.. i am really thinking too much.. being so sensitive is really not good for health..

even though im out, i am not happy.. den how can i be happy??

- it's so simple.. -

Labels: sucks

♥ Monday, November 23, 2009

2:34pm

i passed my Principles of Marketing!! i am shocked bcos i really really never thought that i will pass!! i didnt spend much time preparing it.. my assignment was in a mess.. i am really surprised that i passed!! =x quite a no. of ppl failed.. there are also those who passed with A+.. but still, i am super happy that both me and dear passed!! lols..

work sucks.. it sucks more and more.. dun wanna comment much bcos there's SPY here.. wandering around.. kinda disappointed with HER.. bcos she still lives inside her own dream.. i really really had enough.. this is the last straw.. and i regretted for being the biggest fool in the world to drop the prev job offer.. FUCK ME!

ive gained weight!! of cos, dear's the most happiest person liao!! im so FAT!! why am i always FAT?! can all the slim slim girls teach me how to be slim?? i seriously need help!! =(

my new baby! thanks to benjamin's recommendation! =) sry for troubling him though.. im forever indecisive!!



i dun like the sound of this laptop though.. although its dolby certified.. but the max vol. is not max enuff.. and it sounded hollow.. other den that, no comments.. its super light and compact.. which is wad im looking for la.. din noe it's a netbook though.. but it's not laggy jiu hao ler!! dear was more excited than me after getting it.. but i wasnt.. if it is a bag or smth, i will be!! but spending $$ on laptop to me is sooooo heartpain.. sighs.. although laptop is nearly like my life since i have to surf the net once i reach hm!! lol..

but ive yet to surf the internet with it..-,-;; something's wrong with singnet.. couldnt connect although it says excellent connection.. *zzz* they say gotta call the modem vendor for system password blahblahblah.. duhs!

gotta go prepare and meet up with yiingyng!

- it is so hard to describe -

Labels: random

♥ Sunday, November 01, 2009

12:35am

moved over to mum's place @ jln bukit merah.. due to.. it's much more nearer to my workplace.. shorter distance lar.. if i stay @ sengkang.. nobody can fetch me to work.. den have to wake up earlier etc.. but i really hate it here.. i miss my 2 monsters.. i miss my hubby.. i shall try it out for 1 week and see if i can accomodate here.. which is very hard i think.. no air-con!! hais!! ever since i started wrk, i have never ever go to work by myself.. dear always fetch me to work.. after moving to sengkang.. is longbang colleagues car.. now i gotta drag my feet, take public transport wake up early go to work.. DAMN!! the thought of it really turns me off.. SHIT!!! hate this kinda feeling..=( feeling really really pathetic and wu nai now..=(

ECP with yvette and zach was updating session on each other's life.. shyanne was afraid of the sand! she dun dare to touch the sand! lol.. so cute lor!! jabez for god knows wad reason dun dare to go deeper to the sea!! i alr prepare extra clothes for them liao.. end up no need use..-,-;; i nearly lost jabez.. stupid me..

- im having mixed feelings.. -

Labels: sucks

♥ Tuesday, October 20, 2009

11:48am

studying schedule seems to be more packed nowadays.. 1 week might have to attend 3 lessons instead of the usual 2.. exams fall on my very bdae!! duhs.. i am super duper lost on economics.. imagine i only attend the basic econs nia.. already dun understand liao.. i still have core module for this subj.. i wonder how im gonna survive..=( i still havent touch e books!! =x

meeting zach and yvette later @ ECP with my 2 monsters.. lols.. hope it can help to clear my mind temporary.. *sighs..

- shit happens.. this is life! -

Labels: sucks

♥ Saturday, October 17, 2009

11:58pm

went for BKK trip on 24th sept ~ 27th sept with yvette & zach! it was the most fulfilling trip ever!! bcos both me and yvette has somewhat the same taste for clothes!! in BKK usually have to be 3pcs and above den got their so-called wholesale price mahs.. so we dun haf to like one person buy 3pcs at a shop.. we can share share buy mahs.. unlike my 2 prev trip.. i din buy alot.. bcos e clothes i like.. only me like.. den so often 1 shop only gt like 1-2 clothes i like.. so end up getting so little stuffs.. but this trip i really spent alot.. i change $800 den go over liao still borrow near to $200 frm zach.. lol.. but i had a great time shopping really.. super duper shiok cos i lugged back lotsa lotsa stuffs!!! hehe.. but after taking pics.. like nt alot lehs..=x i really really feel like going back to BKK and shop.. cos i really bu she de to get clothes here liaos.. not even in LJ.. i saw sooooo many LJ clothes in BKK and it's like halved the price.. also, i covered a few new places in BKK.. thanks to yvette and zach.. we really shop whenever we can.. we really reach hotel ard 10plus or near 12mn.. din visit khao san/patpong though.. we seriously dun have enuff time for it.. lols!!

1st day

reach hotel really early.. like 10 plus?? look for my fav wanton mee stall but it's no longer there!! went to platinum mall for breakfast + lunch first.. den shop ard.. we really dun wanna leave the mall but zach was complaining abt his footwear lar!! so we went back to check-in hotel also.. changed, walk around pratunam den to MBK for dinner!! had an early nite.. i didnt catch a wink the prev nite + whole day.. we wanna charge our energy fully for the very nxt day!!

2nd day

woke up early for the morn market.. breakfast.. pratunam den chinatown!! i wanna checkout the hello kitty shop which forum was talking abt!! but both trips i went both cant find!! so this time round, i still went back again.. lol.. cant find again.. BUT! i found out that chinatown is really interesting!! they sell lotsa stuffs.. accessories, nail arts, parties supplies etcetc.. all at wholesale price.. have to get 6pcs n above usually.. especially those who are interested in making handmade necklaces/bracelets etc shld go there and check it out.. it drizzled halfway.. den some ppl was selling the "raincoat"!! we got ourselves one each.. it's kinda new to us lor!! haha.. it was made out of plastic bags material!! haha.. so we still manage to shop despite the rain!! wahahahaha..

dinner @ mbk.. den went back hotel put our stuffs den over to memorial bridge.. another place which i wanna visit but nv been able to.. long stretch of stalls.. one stall selling contact lenses!! but all zero degrees ler..=((

3rd day

we woke up real late! tootsie yvette set alarm wrong date! alamak! woke up only @ 11am!! lol.. missed breakfast!! but it's ok.. we had nice breakfast at chatuchak anyway.. we were super duper full e whole day @ CTC!! cos i just buy n buy n buy food.. i just gotta try them la.. i dun wanna go back w/o trying those foods!! =x mi and yvette went separate ways w zach.. din get alot of things.. t-shirts, a lace dress which i saw frm LJ, biker jacket and cardigan which i saw in LJ too!! CTC stuffs are more exp.. but there're more shops selling differ things and nicer clothes as compared to platinum too.. so i would suggest visit pratunam and platinum before visiting CTC.. tat's wad i always do whenever i shop in BKK..

tuktuk to central world.. NARAYA again.. this time round, i nv spend alot @ NARAYA.. lesson learnt! tat time i buy so many NARAYA bags end up nv use them.. luckily my sis's frens wan them.. she help mi clear!! lols.. only buy them back as gifts.. den got a gladiator sandals just outside central world for 100baht only!! LOL!! cheapo me!! i couldnt get footwear becos those tat i like are exp!! oh ya.. those who love shoes and dun mind paying more.. must visit CTC.. they have veryvery nice shoes.. but for mi, i only go for CHEAP!! so i end up only buy 2 shoes in BKK la..=x

last stop of e day was suan lum.. all prices quoted has to be reduced by 40-50%!! it's a tourist attraction la.. so expected lor.. but i have to say it's a must visit.. their clothes are very fashion lor!! of better quality also.. really much more exp though.. this shld be the last stop of ur itinerary.. i had foot massage there while yvette and zach had fish spa.. lols.. i heard scary stories abt fish spa.. so i skipped it..=x foot massage is useful la.. cos my feet were aching frm long hrs of shopping!! haha!! i got jabez a mini muay thai boxer there and an evening gown which i loved alot.. kinda ex.. with 800baht i can buy alot more things @ BKK.. super heartache.. but i do like it very much.. and was psycho by yvette.. haha!! suan lum also have lotsa hello kitty shops..

dinner @ suan lum was good.. although i had their egg with mincepork and rice.. but ive gotta say.. thailand's egg somehow taste different leh!! i love lor!! LOL!!

day 4

manage to woke up for breakfast.. last round of shopping @ pratunam.. den platinum.. manicure @ mbk.. den back to sg! =)

we were lucky.. their triumph bras were having sales.. so i bought back quite alot of bras.. haha!!

experience lotsa stuffs this trip.. had lotsa local foods.. visit new places.. very contented and satisfied with this trip..=) im missing BKK already!! although im sick of BKK.. but still, shopping @ BKK is the best liao lor!!

too lazy to upload the pics up.. uploaded them in FB alr though.. here they are..

Day 1 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=149448&id=529521933&l=a9d67abe35

Day 2 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=149552&id=529521933&l=d5a51384a8

Day 3 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=149564&id=529521933&l=81cb0a4d7b

Day 4 http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=149577&id=529521933&l=687e782edb

following are my loots! they're just partial.. there're still shoes, accessories, last day's buying.. etcetc.. sorry for the lousy photograph taking skill..
















BKK again? *winks @ yvette and zach! =x

- i miss BKK!! -

Labels: bangkok

♥ Thursday, October 01, 2009

6:06am

overdue pics..

FINAL DESTINATION 4!

UP!

princess w helmet! taken by mil..

hiong bohs? haha!

Labels: photos

♥ Monday, September 21, 2009

5:36am

sat was our first exam.. guess gonna flunk! both me and dear learnt our lesson.. no more last min!! no more last min of doing assignments.. no more last min of studying our exams!! the tips tat the lecturer gave was super duper useful!! i read the correct topics.. all came out.. but i only studied for 2-3hrs.. really regret lor!! its nt tat i dun wanna study.. but i really had no time to study.. last 2 weeks was super duper busy week for me.. im totally shagged out by the time i reach home.. thurs only reach hm @ 11pm or so.. due to PURELY WORK! cos friday last day to submit quotes for both dean and derrick's.. den i rush derrick's stuffs till 4am in e morn.. thought to catch a wink.. by the time i wake up 8am liao!! jitao sms derrick i taking half day!! in the end.. he ask me go in ofc @ 10am.. he will inform HR for mi.. but i think the old spinister wasnt very happy abt it.. since i alr kenna marked for lateness liaos!! -,-;; but who cares? bitch!! i OT got pay me extra anot?! DONT HAVE!! late abit nia kpkb!!

stayed till 7pm for derrick's quote.. finally done! a sigh of relief.. can relax liao! me and colleagues went for sukiyaki again!! *drools~ i took ang's car.. and he was saying how stupid and how "empty" i am.. *sighs.. i noe he meant well.. i also canot understand why am i so stupid la.. i was super duper stress those few days tat i suddenly cried out of nowhere.. i really pray hard tat they got it.. but i dun really haf positive feelings with the results.. anw, dinner was great! glad they like the food there! i was raving abt how super duper nice the beef is etcetc.. lols.. they got sooooo tempted!! haha.. but SADLY!!!!! they end e nite super early lar!!! like 10+pm..=( went to find YY at "Talk Cock Sing Song".. den they sua to ARENA.. dear came n fetch me home.. reach hm alr 2+am..

im feeling so lost.. dunno wad i want in life.. dunno wad to do in life.. feeling something is missing.. im getting so bored with life.. how can i spice it up? *shit!

- it's been long since i felt happiness.. -

Labels: sucks, work

♥ Monday, September 21, 2009

10:46pm

in the end, i stayed.. no, i didnt get any pay increment.. i also dunno why the F i stay lar.. anw, im totally shagged out.. 2 big projects in a row.. im super stressed out.. plus my assignments.. exams this sat.. i dunno how im gonna revise sia.. i reach hm almost 11pm lately.. although its not unusual.. but to wrk for such long hrs.. im gonna be maxed out in no time.. and now, i totally totally understand judy's mentally stress when she was handling derrick's project..

- i need to rest! -

Labels: work

♥ Wednesday, September 16, 2009